But just two minutes ago I was working on my speech and I heard really loud shouting and at first thought the TV was up too loud in another room. My parents were shouting at the top of their lungs at each other, even swearing at each other. It's so unlike them because I've never heard them shout that loud, ever, for any reason. They've never cursed before either.
Now I'm just scared to death that they're about to get even worse, possibly divorcing... which is really the last thing I want to see because I love them both, and now they're upset beyond belief because of me.

I just really hope this is all a dream. But I know it's not. I just feel really confused, scared, and saddened. I need to let it out somewhere.