I tried so hard, to get where I was, before I fell and lost everything. My name is Yumi Ishiyama. But no one know much about me. And I'm hoping no one will ever find out the secrets I carry, not counting LYOKO and the factory. Other, darker, secrets are kept and must never be told. I'll start from the beginning, I am half wolf, and no one must now that.

(It starts with)
One thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

It started with me alone, I was able to befriend a pack. I traveled up the ranks to impress the alpha. I was much younger then you think when I was part of the pack. Everyone began to noitice, mainly Tonsa, the alpha. I was on the road to me a top wolf. I had befriended a Wolf named Rain, who is my age. We were great friends as the days passed things where going great, until, things started going down hill, big time.

All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window

Our pack was attacked, and I ran away, for the basic reasons. I left many dying, by I was still young then, and I mean that. The enemy was too strong, too dangerous, and I wouldn't have stood much of a chance anyway. I was, call as a wolf, a pup then. When I returned, I was attacked by the alpha, and disowned. I was left with an X shaped scar on my shoulder. In time, I knew I had to befriend another pack, or I would die.

Trying to hold on
but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried
it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually
be a memory
of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I tried hard to get where I was but now I had to start from the beginnin and work my way back up again. It doesn't matter how far I got in the past anymore. I have to get back in this game and fight throught this.

One thing
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard

I found another, smaller pack. I can remember all of their names perfectly. Hige, Toboe, Tsume, Kiba, Blue. All of them where disowned, and all of them trusted me through the years. I made it far again, and things where going better then ever. i wasn't traveling with people who judged me, people who befriened me.  I wish I could have helped them through the hardest test of my life.

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

My older pack attacked. This time, I was older and stronger. I fought through them all, showed them what they threw away along time ago. They killed Toboe first. Then they killed Blue. Hige was badly wounded, and he still fought with me, Kiba, and Tsume. Hige was killed and Tsume soon after. Kiba was killed near the end of the battle. Rain, my old friend was forced to fight me. Near the end of the fight, I remember Tonsa saying:

"Leave her to live. The best pain would be to live with the pain of loss." She commanded the rest of the pack to follow her as she walked away from me. Rain looked back and gave an apolagizing look. I couldn't hate her for what happened.

You kept everything inside and even though I tried
it all fell apart
What it meant to me
will eventually
be a memory
of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Nothing mattered at that point, I decided to return to my folks and live along all-humans. That was my only option from then on. I will never have a chance to fight beside my old friends. I started to go to Kadic and live like a normal girl. What's done is done and nothing can change the past. I had to look to the future of a normal girl life. Though I would be much happier with a wolf life.

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I pushed myself so hard it hurt. For everyone I had trust in the past. Now that LYOKO exicts, I fight with my new "Pack" even though they are not wolves, and they don't know I'm one, they still are good friends.