A little down at the moment.

[Little Vili offline]

I had a very good weekend. I played paintball, got to see "The hitchhiker's (sp?) guide to the galaxy", eat lots of stuff, and other fun stuff. So I decided to end this great weekend with a call to my ex-gf (who is my best friend).

She's been down in North Carolina for 6 months now, and I call her and send letters to keep in contact. Over time, she kept giving me hints that told me that she wanted to go back out with me (she misses me, she thinks of me, she gets jelous whenever I mention that I love Aelita). But it turns out that now she has a bf (since friday). Now originally I wouldnt mind, because this has happened before, but this time its different. Probably because she hasnt gone out with anyone for those 6 months, so Im not used to hearing that she is with some one (that and I thought I had made all this progress).

The weird thing of it all is that she said if she was back up here, then she would go out with me. Now some of you may think of that being slutish, but I know from knowing her that she is a sweet and beautiful girl, and I know her well enough that being a slut or whatever you may think is not her style. She still likes me as a friend, and nothing has really changed, but it still hurts a little, because I though she liked me the way I like her (she still might, it is possible).

Well, I just wanted to get this out. Im trying to get it all out of my system as fast as I can, but Im not sure when it will be.

[Stephen (x1)]

That's good man.

[Stephen (x1)]

Umm wait it's not is it? confusio

[Little Vili offline]

lol...this was a while ago.

[Stephen (x1)]

Wow...It was.

[Dummo Marx]

Hmmm....something like this happeende yesterday...I was feeling all bored and crappy, and then...all of a sudden, my ex shows up with her boyfriend (I was in a mall so it's just a major coincidence) slowly I feel myself get beaten to a bloody pulp by my feelings...yet I'm happy...very happy...now I know she doesn't want me back and I can continue with my life....

[Yizzy offline]

Sorry for you vili,hope things happen for the best.

[Little Vili offline]

true true...I just hope I find out why soon enough.