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5CarthageRocks wrote:http://Carthage524.deviantart.com/journal/17500332/
Even when it hasn't even been started...I've decided to stop Un Monde Avec Xana. :cry:
I have everything set up to start writing. Its plot is set. Key episodes have a specific plot as well as certain details. But it's the prospect of setting down a one-way path to write 32 fanfics that is intimidating and scaring me. Even only starting UMAX will make me feel obligated to keep on updating it on a regular basis, perhaps a fanfic every 1-2 weeks, which is unimaginable right now with the looming problem of school.
Another issue with me is the depth and amount of the realism I want to pack into UMAX. I was planning on even including backstories in UMAX, but I still have so many empty holes in the planning. Plus, it's hard enough for me to write and keep the CL characters' personalities correct at the same time.
With 5-10 episodes still without any plot at all, and with more than 10 episodes still requiring Xana attacks, the problems that have been emerging have intimidated me rather than challenging me.
I've said a lot that I can't start UMAX without more backstories and more ideas for Xana attacks, and I meant it. I'm sorry, but this is the consequence.
If I do get bored and/or sick of writing UMAX and I decide to stop, I won't be able to live with the shame of not finishing something. It was already hard enough to stop writing The End Trilogy with only four chapters to go. And the chance of me becoming sick and bored of writing UMAX is very, very high, with all the problems and challenges it is posing even when it hasn't even been started.
I could be only postponing writing UMAX; I may consider writing it later in the near future. But, as of now, I have no plans of even starting UMAX or continuing its planning stage in any way.
Thank you to everyone who did express interest and support in this project of mine. I'm very sorry about how this turned out, and that I've disappointed you. And to the readers of The End Trilogy: I'm sorry that I can't put my writing into something better, and I'm sorry that I've disappointed you again.
ODDCHEEZY wrote:Could wait till summer...That's what I'm having to do with my stories.
5CarthageRocks wrote:I'm really too lazy to write an email for this, but as of a few days ago, something happened:
The plot sheet, with the 32 episode slots I have been trying to fill, has been filled. O.O
This means that at any time, I can actually start writing UMAX.
There are just a few backstory parts I still need to think; I've been sleeping on it a lot, which helps me. (No, not literally. Oh yeah, sure, I've been sleeping on a backstory every night, and it hurts my back so that I can't sleep for the whole night. )
I'm not sure whether I want to start it now, or whether I still want to wait a month or so. If anything, it won't come till summer, and I'm not even sure if it'll come till them because of dreaded summer school. >.<
Anyway, thought I should give you guys a heads-up.
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