Okay in June I think, me and my girlfriend broke up, I've since started liking someone else. But for some reason I keep wanting to talk to her again, she claimed we could still be friends. I was happy with that, but she stopped going to church, stopped answering me on the phone. So we pretty much stopped talking altogether. I've learned to hate her, but for some reason I can't stop wanting to talk to her again. I blame myself for her leaving church. Why do I keep wanting to talk to her again!? I hate this she took my heart, cheated on me, lied to me, yet for some reason I can't stop wanting to be friends with her, why do I want to be friends with someone who obviously hates me! I hate this feeling!!
*hugs you* What you're going through isn't fun, in fact, it sucks. But hopefully either she'll get some sense knocked into her and stop being a...um...well, Sissy like, lets put it that way, or you might find somebody far more worthy. It sounds like this girl doesn't exactly deserve to have a good friend anyway.
Well luckily since I posted this I have found someone and refound my peace of mind! My ex still refuses to talk to me (So much for still being friends eh?) and evidently she is pregnant, she is only 16-17 right now, so I'm glad that I got away from that mess, no it's not mine lol, thank you for your support LadyLucy!