Hey guys and girls, like the title says. My first break up. We went out for a year and I was planning on asking her soon or in October (still soon but by soon I meant like in a week or so) and Sunday we broke up, well she broke up with me, she said she didn't have the same feelings for me as she used to. This is seriously a painful experience. I know that it will all be better, I'm just entering the remember everything phase, where every thing is now starting to become remembered, from the first time we kissed to the first gift she got me, and every single thing in between is resurfacing.
EDIT---- Since about last week maybe 2 weeks ago I have felt nothing but happiness, The Lord has definitely made this tough time extremely easy for me, Yes lots of pain at first but now no pain at all.