well...im back, most of the new members probably dont know me, and probably only a few senior ones do.
ive been having alot of trouble lately, with GCSE mocks and studying, just feel like i need to drop it all, you know?
i dunno why im making this, i might as well just talk about why i feel down and not blame it on my studies.
i quit what used to be favourite forum a few minutes ago. it makes me kinda question myself and my personality, ive always tried to be my best and be helpful to anyone who needed it. but so many people on that forum are talented, sig makers, avvy makers like errynn, spriters, flash artists, gif creators...i got nothin, all i can do is beat people up, and i can exactly do that over the internet can i?
"HIYAA I CHALLENGE YOU TO ONLINE STICKBATTLE!!" - manly, no?
and i joined that forum a year ago, a yeatr of talking to people who i thought were my friends and i always tried to help and talk to. when i said i was leaving, noone really gave a shit, and its makings me think that maybe im not a nice person after all.
but i dont know what to change, and i dont know how to change. i dont flame people i dont post a lot of spamming bullcrap or insults mods or admins.
and in the end i dont have any friends there, so i left. whenever i think of that place i get a sad feeling in the bottom of my gut, like someone pulled a plug and everythings draining out.
*shrugs* i dunno what to think anymore, the net used to be the only place i fit in. around here in the real world im too big and clumsy and ugly to fit in with any groups, so im all alone, that forum was the first place i thought i fit in. but a year later all i can see is that im as alone as i was when i first joined...
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by Sanji » Sat Nov 26, 2005 8:57 am
...I am the stone that the builder refused I am the visual, the inspiration, that made lady sing the blues, I am the spark that makes your idea bright, the same spark that lights the dark so you can know your left from your right, I am the ballot in your box the bullet, in the gun the inner glow that lets you know to call your brother son, the story has just begun the promise of whats to come and I'll remain a soldier till the war is won.
by Ransomed_Heart » Sat Nov 26, 2005 11:30 pm
*Hug* We love you here though, and I know a lot of us missed you. Glad to see you're back ^_^
"I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there
When all my hopes fell.
I wanna fly looking in your eyes.."
-Jesse McCartney, "Because You Live"
~
Ray
Someone who was there
When all my hopes fell.
I wanna fly looking in your eyes.."
-Jesse McCartney, "Because You Live"
~
Ray
by Sanji » Sun Nov 27, 2005 7:35 am
i dont know what to say, i really apreciate it everyone 
...I am the stone that the builder refused I am the visual, the inspiration, that made lady sing the blues, I am the spark that makes your idea bright, the same spark that lights the dark so you can know your left from your right, I am the ballot in your box the bullet, in the gun the inner glow that lets you know to call your brother son, the story has just begun the promise of whats to come and I'll remain a soldier till the war is won.
by Mewberries151 » Sun Nov 27, 2005 6:03 pm
*hugs* You gave me the hugest scare about a month ago. And I'm really happy to see you back at LF. We all missed you! ^.^
And I'm really happy to see you back at LF. We all missed you! ^.^"Hey, make up your mind. Am I a genius or a creep?"
"You're a creepy genius."
-Odd and Jeremie; "Cruel Dilemma", Code Lyoko
Icon made by boxofdoomage @ LJ
"You're a creepy genius."
-Odd and Jeremie; "Cruel Dilemma", Code Lyoko
Icon made by boxofdoomage @ LJ
by Sanji » Sun Nov 27, 2005 6:21 pm
thanks a lot mew, i really really appreciate it, its nice to know someone cares, and dont you worry, the next part of our little arrangement will be finished this week
...I am the stone that the builder refused I am the visual, the inspiration, that made lady sing the blues, I am the spark that makes your idea bright, the same spark that lights the dark so you can know your left from your right, I am the ballot in your box the bullet, in the gun the inner glow that lets you know to call your brother son, the story has just begun the promise of whats to come and I'll remain a soldier till the war is won.
by Mewberries151 » Sun Nov 27, 2005 6:31 pm
Sanji wrote:thanks a lot mew, i really really appreciate it, its nice to know someone cares, and dont you worry, the next part of our little arrangement will be finished this week
Cool! I'm very happy to help!
And you're most welcome! Anytime! 
"Hey, make up your mind. Am I a genius or a creep?"
"You're a creepy genius."
-Odd and Jeremie; "Cruel Dilemma", Code Lyoko
Icon made by boxofdoomage @ LJ
"You're a creepy genius."
-Odd and Jeremie; "Cruel Dilemma", Code Lyoko
Icon made by boxofdoomage @ LJ
by Sanji » Mon Nov 28, 2005 4:37 pm
*Bows* Arigato Paige-san.
...I am the stone that the builder refused I am the visual, the inspiration, that made lady sing the blues, I am the spark that makes your idea bright, the same spark that lights the dark so you can know your left from your right, I am the ballot in your box the bullet, in the gun the inner glow that lets you know to call your brother son, the story has just begun the promise of whats to come and I'll remain a soldier till the war is won.
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