Behind the Craziness...

[Ulrich's lil bro offline]

...is a person, seperate from everyone else. that's me. I hate it that my school is so violent, and i get picked on a lot, just because i'm not one of those dumb-headed popular people. At leats everyday, I get hurt phisically. I'm always tortured at school. (Especially my Computer class) I always get hurt and pushed around and stuff.

I'm also talked a lot about. That doesn't matter much to me. That's why I adopted a crazy personality, so I can get away, and cuss someone out if they say anything. And laugh in their face.

I had enough of all the pain so, last year... I brought a knife to school, and threatened 2 of the main people that torture me. I gave them a couple of cuts, but I'm a nice person! I could never do something like that! The nextday, I got in trouble. It's awful, no matter what I do, I end up hurt and discouraged. If it wasn't for my true friends, I would have died.

I don't know what to do. It's not fair, that they can't learn to leave me alone!

[Darkborn offline]

All you do is ignore them. Once they figure out that they aren't getting to you, they will just leave you alone.

But acting crazy will bring attention to you. Attention can be good and it can be bad. Negitive attention will cause more people to pester you and getting in trouble. A positive attention can really help.

Why bring a knife to school? Are you making a point?(no pun intended) OF COURSE YOU WILL GET IN TROUBLE FOR THE KNIFE! Common sense! Think before you act!

[knifey offline]

If there are people that hurt you <i>everyday</i> then you should either find an adult to tell about instantly, or just try to take them on yourself, I don't think it was good to use a knife instead (unless that had everyone back off).

You also should ask your parents for a transfer to a school that would probably qualify as... safer.

[Rail Runner offline]

Never a good idea to bring a knife to school..no matter what has happened to you. There are much better ways of handling it. If things are really that bad...try to get teachers and the principal to help you. Otherwise, try to talk to your parents about it all, and maybe go to another school.

Please dont do that again, you could have been in much worse trouble than what you are..so count your blessings there.

[. offline]

Why bring a knife to school? Are you making a point?(no pun intended) OF COURSE YOU WILL GET IN TROUBLE FOR THE KNIFE! Common sense! Think before you act!

What he said. WTF m8?

[Lyokofreak offline]

I exercised more often to pump some muscles (eat more too), braced myself, and confronted the person. If that wasn't enough, I also had 5 friends with me. Try it. I didn't even have to fight... Next day, the person acted friendly. Earlier in time, karate was a consideration, but i decided to practice my own fighting moves to counterattack. Popularity isn't a big problem... Try to be cool with one of the mid-level popular people and move up little by little. If they are doing something they shouldn't be doing (drugs, alchohol, etc.), just take two steps back, laugh with them, of course dont do the bad stuff their doing, just try to pull them off the topic to something entertaining like a movie. I just was never unknown... Theres always someone in the hallway like "Sup Steve"

Hey, it works for me

Meh, I WISH my name was Jake... Like my cuz

Ill shut up now lol...

[LadyLucy offline]

I understand perfectly what you're going through, dude. Best advice is to A. ignore them. B. Kill them with kindness C. Scare them. (I've done all three....) Ignore them? It might make them see that you don't give a damn what they think... Kill them with Kindess just means that you won't go down to their level...you still remain kind to everyone, no matter how they treat you. it confused the bullies... Scare them? Just be truly you. With me, I'm so different, werid, and wacky, I scared them some...and some of them came to accept it. I'm not saying do what i do, but this is just what I've done all through high school, and a little bit so far (not as much, thank goddess....) in college. It helps. And one more thing: always stick with your true friends. Good luck, and stay you.

[Ulrich's lil bro offline]

Why bring a knife to school? Are you making a point?(no pun intended) OF COURSE YOU WILL GET IN TROUBLE FOR THE KNIFE! Common sense! Think before you act!

What he said. WTF m8?

Actually, I never really intended to use it, I was just aiming for a little message saying, "Back off and stay away" Personally, I don't think I could do something like that. I wouldn't be able to live with myself.

And thanks a lot people. I gues I'm just gonna have to live with it for now, until I can figure out something to do. If you'll excuse me I'm having one of those bad feelings, what do you call them? Premonitions I think? Well, I'm having one of those.